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  Arabesque

  Geoffrey Household

  Contents

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Epilogue

  Prologue

  The four graceful ships steamed out of Beirut harbour in line ahead, their holds and cabins packed with the French Army of the Orient. Thin across the water travelled the music of the bands, as the convoy glided away from the clamourous docks away into the profound summer sleep of the Mediterranean, until the troops who lined the rails to look their last on the Syrian coast showed only as streaks of brown between the white tiers of the decks.

  It was the final convoy. Every week for six weeks past four ships had arrived from France and left for France, loaded with colonial troops, their wives, their daughters, even their mistresses—if long alliance could be covered by any charitable formula—and the mountains of neat crates that contained their baggage.

  The transports were a link between Europe and the besieged of the Middle East: a reminder that Europe was still real. For the men who remained on the quays of Beirut there was in the departure of the ships a sadness deeper than the normal and momentary desolation experienced by those who turn away from empty rails or water. Regret, too, they felt at the loss of so friendly an enemy, of a gallant army which should have stayed and fought instead of ailing away, bewildered, by courtesy of the British Army and the German Admiralty, to a lost country. The departure was irrevocable. Few of these men who had made their homes in gay and lovely Lebanon would ever return. A little world, full of grace, for all its corruption, and of delicacy, for all its naked power, had ended. The British and their slender contingents of allies were alone. In that summer of 1941, though the lands which they garrisoned were immense, they felt the close comradeship and isolation of an invested army.

  Armande Herne stood at the window of her hotel bedroom, watching the ships as they passed beyond the horns of the bay and gathered speed upon their calm and inviting path to France. She was still and silent, but the tears streamed down her cheeks. They seemed non-struggling issue from her body, impersonal and inconvenient as raindrops dripping from her head.

  A middle-aged French major stepped out on to the adjoining balcony, and returned immediately and tactfully to his room. The slight movement brought back Armande to consciousness of herself. She had not been thinking at all, and was faintly disgusted to feel the wetness of her neck and dress. Such an ecstasy of unanalysable misery she had not known since she was a young girl.

  She entered the cool shade of her room, and washed and changed. Then, drawn to see the last of the ships before they should disappear over the horizon, she returned to her balcony.

  The Vichy major was staring after the convoy, his arms tense, his hands gripping the rail of the balcony as if locked around the last pulsation of a feebly resistant throat. He too, it was evident, had not been afraid to weep.

  “You are not leaving, mon commandant?” asked Armande.

  “Yes. But I shall go on a last boat. A few of us must stay some days yet to tidy up loose ends for the English and”—he spat the word—“these so-called Free Frenchmen.”

  Armande did not answer. To her the Free French were the flower of their nation. True, they were difficult and touchy, but what other manners could one expect from an adventurous little band who had insisted on accompanying the British in a war against their own countrymen? Their officers, in response to her sympathy, made no secret of a belief that only their wits and intransigence could prevent the annexation of Syria by the British. That belief was logical; it was founded on an accurate reading of history; it was precise, closed, French and unanswerable; but to Armande, brought up between the two wars and sharing the spirit and hopes of her generation, it was manifestly and tragically wrong. Little wonder that the Free French had the impatience of trapped men worrying to free themselves from a subtle, imperial plot, so misty that it did not exist at all!

  “I am glad of this opportunity,” said Major Loujon, “to offer Madame my apologies.”

  “There is no need. It was your duty, I suppose. And you were always most polite.”

  “One does not like interrogating a woman of beauty and character. And then—it is so useless.”

  “Useless?” she asked.

  “Yes, for such a woman is above all the stupidities of war. There is nothing to be gained. Even if you had talked, it would have been on quite a different plane to that of my interrogation. I should have known as I wrote down your answers that they did not mean what they said.”

  “I had nothing to talk about,” said Armande, smiling. “I was never a British agent. I might have been, if anyone had asked me. But nobody did.”

  “That was stupid of them!”

  “Perhaps. But they never came across me. And I am easily forgotten.”

  “Never, Madame!” protested Loujon sincerely.

  “Yes, if I wish to be. It’s true, I hope, that when people remember me, they like the memory. But I am not—aggressive.”

  “That is sad, Madame, for you yourself remember”—Loujon waved a hand towards the smudges of smoke on the horizon—“too keenly.”

  “No,” said Armande simply, “there was no one person. It was just that I died a little death. One dies many times, mon commandant.”

  “Then why did you stay in Syria?” Loujon asked, showing his professional curiosity.

  “I hadn’t any really good reason for being here. So I should have been a very bad agent.”

  “That’s true.”

  “You see?”

  “Madame, let me give you some advice,” said Loujon earnestly. “Get yourself something to do. Listen—we are all the same, we policemen. If a woman is not living with a husband or a lover and if she hasn’t a source of income that all can see, she is suspect. And—if you really are not working for the British—you will be just as suspect to them as you were to me.”

  “Oh, no!” Armande protested, incredulous and horrified.

  “It is certain. They will not believe you are a German agent, for a woman like you does not work for the Boche. I cannot tell you how one knows it. It would be against the whole current of life. But they will wonder whether you are working for us or for the Russians perhaps. Madame, I beg you—get yourself a job and be as everyone. In war one must disappear into the mass.”

  “I ask nothing better.”

  “Then you will pardon my advice and—forgive me for the past?”

  “It is easy to forgive you, mon commandant,” said Armande graciously. “You are so intelligent.”

  She was weary of him. She recognised that she had been treated correctly and courteously both under interrogation and in the internment camp where he had sent her; but Loujon and his camp were all unreal. It was so incredible that she, Armande Herne, whose conscience was tranquil, should have been ignominiously driven away from her flat at dawn in an army lorry with an expressionless Indo-Chinese driver, and deposited in a hut behind a barbed-wire fence. This, in true enemy territory, could have been accepted as the fortune of war; but to be treated as a suspect enemy of France, that is to say, of E
urope, had been a nightmare.

  The ships vanished. She tried to drug her melancholy by the beauty of Lebanon. Across the bay the mountains rose from the still sea, each peak so long a sanctuary for lonely thoughts that were not, she admitted, very different from Phoenician worship. The great foothills, rounded and green with orchards, were the many breasts of Earth, the peace of the tiller and his villages spreading down their slopes. One mountain was of the Huntress, split by gorges and lifted with thickets where, for thousands of years, the silent arrow or cheap Belgian gun had brought down the game for Beirut tables; another she imagined as the High Place of Astarte—a gable of rock, terrible and exquisite, which towered over the pine forest with the delicacy of a cathedral roof. Above them all was the merciless golden ridge of Sannine, forehead of the Sun, shimmering like a vertical desert.

  Lebanon was so rich, so eminently habitable. The white-walled, red-roofed villages stood on the crests of the hills, compact and poised in air as Dürer’s castles. In such villages there was store of food and wine, a church, a friendly inn; they belonged to the Mediterranean, not to the ascetic desert. It was to this landscape—or rather to all the civilised implications of the landscape—that for more than a year she had turned for comfort.

  Though to the eye no loveliness was lost, sea and mountain now held no more inspiration for her than the back yard of a familiar flat. One could look no longer at the hills without remembering all the alien activity hidden in their folds. The olive groves were full of tents, the inns taken over by the staffs of corps and divisions. Upon the country roads were no longer solitude nor, agreeably to break it, the cars of French officers with their decorative girl friends. The convoys rumbled up and down the mountains; the motorcycles wove in and out between them; and the Lebanese taxi drivers killed or were killed with impartial good humour. The landscape was too full of men who were rootless: British and Australians longing to be elsewhere, displaced villagers longing for them to be gone.

  For all her pity of the troops, Armande envied them. They, at least, knew why they were in this fortress of the Middle East, and their lives were rendered tolerable by the round of duty, by comradeship and by the romance of the East. All of them hotly denied that they found any romance whatever. That, she had discovered, was because romance meant to them either Arab warfare in the style of Lawrence or Arab pleasure as it might be known to the very dissolute son of a very rich Damascus merchant. Yet of the true and sunlit Levant, its ships and its costumes, its dawns and its distances, they were appreciative, though sometimes resentful, as if it were disloyalty, of their own appreciation.

  She herself had neither duty nor comradeship. She was in the fortress and likely to remain and had no choice. There was none to give her an order and none but herself to bring up the rations. No doubt if she became a public nuisance some efficient and impersonal machine of the beseiged would gather her up into a refugee camp, and keep her safe both from the enemy and from starvation; but that savoured of the workhouse. To call herself ironically a parasite was to toy painlessly with a facet of truth; to feel a parasite was unendurable.

  Armande had not been born to the privileges of her civilisation; that civilisation, however, had easily permitted her to acquire them. Her father was a cavalry trooper who, in 1915, married the young proprietress of his favourite bistro in Amiens. After the doubtful peace he persuaded Madame to sell her falling francs and settle in England. They bought a pub in remotest Gloucestershire, and for a year he indulged the dream of his life: to sell English drinks to English countrymen.

  When she came to England Armande was seven. Memories of that candid little soul, formed in café and public house, filled her with amusement and tenderness. She had been happy at home and in the village school, where boys rather than girls had been her playmates. Because she was fast on her feet and scandalously free of speech, she had been accepted into their games and the innocence of their secret societies.

  During four long years of peaceful childhood, the fame of Maman’s inn expanded. Bed-and-breakfast visitors came back for week-ends. Week-enders spread the news of Maman’s cooking and talked of her in London. Maman built a new wing and a new kitchen. She advertised. She raised her prices to a guinea a day, and still the house was full, and still there was a waiting list. The bar had Vouvray and Anjou on draught as well as beer. The villagers took their custom elsewhere.

  Armande’s mental promise, her two languages and, possibly, her cricket attracted the headmistress of Bingham Priory, who was a constant and exacting client of the inn. One evening, masculinely expansive after dinner, she persuaded Madame that a part of her profits should be spent on the education of her daughter. Armande in imagination could still see the headmistress as vividly as that night—one predatory businesswoman with another in Maman’s sitting-room—standing, brandy glass on the mantelpiece, in front of the fire where Father used to stand, and looking down on her with professional kindness.

  When the inn became an exclusive hotel, her father retired to the simple comfort of the harness room where no one visited him but Armande. Maman was not actively unkind to her husband, but she ignored him as an embarrassment that could neither make money nor had the heart to spend it. The guests avoided any mention of him; indeed few of them realised that the ex-soldier seen polishing something useless in the yard was part owner of the hotel. Modest, lonely and drinking more than was good for him, he faded like some gentle animal displaced into an unnatural environment.

  The famous boarding school took from him his last joy and his only companion. Even during Armande’s holidays her new life was too hurried for her father, her kisses too fleeting. Hour by hour Maman closely managed her, forced her into activities of work and play, threw her into the society of any wealthy guests who were amused by her, compelled her to accept their invitations. To her father she became elusive as a memory of love. When she was fourteen, he died.

  Armande, developing late, had still a child’s unquestioning acceptance of events; but the sense of loss remained with her, to be examined in the self-conscious years of early youth when a first pattern of her life, real or imaginary, was visible. Then she could not excuse her mother or herself, until the mercy of protecting nature taught her to tolerate the poison of guilt and to forget it. Thereafter she avoided, instinctively, the storms of emotion, the spiritual revolts, which might, through dissatisfaction with her accepted self, have set the poison working. She gave herself with docility to the life arranged by others.

  At Bingham Priory she took pains to become a jeune fille bien élevée. This was the order of her mother. It was an ideal reluctantly conceded by the school. Solid knowledge she dutifully acquired, and flowered in arts of self-expression. She could turn a pretty sonnet. She mastered the technique of painting, and indulged in fantastic and imaginary landscapes. She worked enthusiastically under a teacher of classical dancing, for she loved movement and yet preferred not to disfigure her growing beauty by public perspiration on the playing fields. So selfish a use of long legs was not wholly approved by the weather-beaten mistress of Bingham Priory, but was permissible, they told her, provided she considered it serious training for an independent profession.

  Armande completed her education in Switzerland and was turned out upon a world which appreciated her fastidious nature more than she did herself. She distrusted the fuller, coarser flavours of mankind that she had known as a child, but since she knew they existed she missed them. To men of her own generation and upbringing she gave at first an eager friendship; then, bored by those very limitations, she would drift away. Her judgment of older men was less exigent, but she felt that they treated her with the tolerance accorded to a spoiled and entertaining child. She was not a spoiled child. She was a mature young woman whose tastes were incompatible, and she knew it. After three years of London and Gloucestershire—and one hundred and fifty-six weeks of complete familiarity with Maman’s intrigues to marry her off—she accepted reserve as probably the most natural trait in her character a
nd certainly the most desirable.

  She married correctitude. John Herne was less patronising than his elders, more persistent than his contemporaries. He was so sanely sure of her excellence that she was flattered and happy, so confident of winning her that she could not avoid him. John had only his salary as a budding stockbroker, but that had been enough to support a quiet standard of easy living and pleasant manners. To be bien élevée, even in intimacy, became a habit. It had been, undoubtedly, a restful habit. Armande, sidetracked into Beirut, longed for the three contented years before the war, for her exquisite small flat in Kensington, her dinner table, her circle whose artistic, political and intellectual sympathies redeemed the uncouth capitalism of her husband’s trade.

  As soon as war was declared, John Herne joined the navy. There was a lusty flavour of patriotism in the unthinking speed with which he offered himself to his country, but she could not help reflecting, with an illogical sense of disloyalty, that a man whose home life was as serene as his would have waited a few months for love to be overwhelmed by duty. She herself, angry with the futile dignity of her country’s foreign policy, was no enthusiastic patriot. It was France that she had chosen to serve. A month after John’s departure she joined the organisation of a M. Calinot, national and decorated pundit of the French aircraft industry, and, conveniently, old friend of her mother.

  Chapter One

  Syrian Shore

  The cool air drifted from the still Mediterranean under the awnings of the Hotel St. Georges, and passed out to sea again bearing the fragrance of fruit and wine. The hotel, though run by Greeks and staffed by Lebanese, remained tenaciously French. None of the guests who strolled from bar to bathing beach and terrace to restaurant appeared to have indigestion or to dislike the rest. Neither enjoyment nor activity nor smartness had necessarily any reality, but the hotel created a civilised environment in which anyone who wished could indulge, without effort, a sense of well-being.